Everyone's Here, But You're All Alone

Everyone's Here, But You're All Alone

This could be love...Love for Fire

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holy mother [Mon, Jan 12, 2004 | 1:25pm]

so yeah im back
after about a good 3 months
my computer seems to be coming out of its homosexual state
slowly.
but accuratly.
if all goes well ill be back posting on this thing like its my jobbb
pa pa pa pa pleaseeee commment and let me know if i still have friends
or how about a wajor: 1 Comment=1 free sexin up!
im feelin it
peaceeeeee

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hmm..well..yeahh..im sorrry :) [Sun, Nov 16, 2003 | 11:38pm]

Here Yee
Here Yee
just wanted to let yall know..
sorry for the lack of updating
also sorry for the extreme lack of commenting on all of you special peoples journals.
my apoligizes.
my computer has been acting so cool..
really.
it has
i swear.
im in the process of doing something with it to get it just a tad bit faster.
but it might just help if i had the slightest bit of a clue of what im doing ehh?
anyway just wanted to say updates and comments will have a rapid increase starting tomorrow..
i love alll yaaalll gangstaa's you no thatt!!
anywayss..
later dayss

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ohhh bizzlee bopp [Sat, Nov 8, 2003 | 9:20am]

[ mood | creative ]

[ music | Fallout boy ]

yeah so its likes this.
nothings been going on lately..of courseee
went to the city the other night to see little shop of horrors
ok yes im a dork
and yes im proud.. but ill tell you it was alott of fun despite the whole fighting with my mom and sitting in the car for 2 hours cause i just am as stubborn as they come..any howw
here are just some random pics..
last night was gayy as all hell .. nowhere to go so everyone went to the school yard to drink
PO PO MOTHER FUCKERS haha oh do i love saying that came.
anyway im going to Florida today...?
yeah i know ..
i have no idea
maybe to go visit my dad for a little bit..ehh florida is florida.. im just so dam lazyyy.:)
but here ya are.. some things to keep ya busy for a good 15 seconds.
much love homies

Tuesday had off second so i came home with alix and my sister
thas alix on the left and me on the right

Alix,Me and my sister in the back..
Yeah so my mom told me i look like that litte boy from Charlie Brown with that scarf
it was hurtfull
yet delighting
heh

Yes that is a meatball.
Yes it is around 9:30 10ish in the morning.
Thats just how i roll
As for being really bored in the car for 2 hours:

Yes my belt is backwords
Yes thats my underwear tag
Once again thats just how i roll son
In the city:

My cousin genna My cousin Nicole and My sister
Yesterday in school:

Diane.Me. Alix.(itsall4thebest) Rachel. Chelsea.(urban_heartache)

MY FAVORITE PAIR O JEANS EVAAAAA

Me n Al
okkk until laterrr .
ps sorry about the picture sizes my computer is deciding to be real cool like that today.
peace out son

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Clever is the general word [Tue, Nov 4, 2003 | 12:56pm]

[ mood | excited ]

[ music | ASL ]

Hiyaaa asssss's
sry about the long time-no update little scheme going on
my computer has decided to come out of the closet and admit it is a homosexual.
hehe
anyhoww last weekend was a prettty good one
Friday-Went to Danas after school with Kristin and Sheraldooo met up with a bunch of kids went trick o treating (thats how we roll) than i met up with sam and rose and we went to this haunted house
HOLY SHIT ASS COCK HEAD
ive never in my life been so scared.. the simple rules before you went in were
1)no cursing at the actors
2)No hitting them
and 3)No Cameras
"Simple Rules"HA..had a little trouble with all 3 of those babiess
anywayy than after that me and same went to toms.. saw him and kev.. nice seeing those boys..Got very intoxicated but its alll goooood.
Saturday-Kyle,Devin,Nick,Bt and Timmy came over.Than we split up.. some of us went to tuzzos and than the other went to a different party, all n all .. pretty good night.After i got home from tuzz's sal called me and him and tom came over.
good times with those boys
ohh how i love boys
Sunday-I AM BUM
slept till id say around 3:30 yes thats right 3:30, just everyone point and laugh cause im a bum. end of story.
Yesterday I went to see A Static Lullaby,Hot Water Music,These Arms Are Snakes,and Lawrence Arms..ASL owned..they rockk.. good times.
but before that i went to joes to take pics for The Madison Chase.
Talented.Very homosexual.Fun-filled rockin kids..hah jk guyss
So that was always interesting
And today i left school 5th period because im about to head off to the city for the rest of the day.. yahhhhh mannnnn..
So yeah im holding in there.
Without someone to hold.

( Click this bizznatch )

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XXX [Thu, Oct 30, 2003 | 8:04pm]

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(compliments of rick)_failed_senses

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I wanna hear good news.. [Wed, Oct 29, 2003 | 8:51pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

[ music | SoCo ]

Ok.. Here goes.
Nothing has been going on recently.
Sick of alot of shit im going through at home.Its like i cant deal with it anymore.
Recently noticed i am sick of being alone also.
I want someone to love
and i want someone who will love me in return just as much.
-someone to cuddle and hold hands with.
-someone just to have to joke with or to run to when neccessary
-someone who will randomly at any moment just give me a kiss on the forhead and whisper they love me.
-someone that i will just walk around with sweats and my hair thrown up and no make up on at times and they will still tell me i am beautiful.
-someone to play nintendo with and get mad at when they beat me or someone to wrestle with but always end up losing against.
-or mostly.. just....someone
it would be nice ya no..yeah... real nice.
::sigh::

thank you and goodnight

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People need to grow up and get lifes. [Mon, Oct 27, 2003 | 4:13pm]

[ mood | crushed ]

[ music | There chants are playing in my head ]

ok so today was defintaly one of the most interesting days ever.
(if you dont know the full story on why there are protesters and such and would like to know just ask and ill explain)
Woke up early to go to school just to take pictures of the protesters from Kansas
they were chanting things at our school such as
"GO HOME FAGGOTS"and had signs that said "THANK GOD FOR SEPTEMBER 11th" and "MEPHAM HIGHSCHOOL SHOULD GO TO HELL","THANKGOD FOR MATTHEW SHEPPARDS DEATH","GOD HATES MEPHAM..and they had one sign with a picture of a kid bending over and another kid doing him from behind....and so on.. they ever had there fuckin kids that were like 8 hold signs.. what nerve..they really offended us but the people who came to protest against them on our side just chanted back "GO HOMEEEE"
we outnumbered them like 50 to 1.
There were crazy amounts of cops..
everyone was so shooken up.. so me my sister and friends went out to breakfast.
We decided not to go to school and to just stay home and rent moooooovies which is what most people did.
my god just because of one thing that happened that didnt even involve 10 fuckin people from our school everyone else gets it taking out on.. such as everyone who went to school today.its sick
There convinved that our school supports gays because of what happened.
yeah think again
and because we have a gay straight alliance club in our school which EVERY SCHOOL IN OUR DISTRICT HAS.ugh
Ya know today i learned that there are so many sick fuckin people in this world.. and to witness what i witnessed today.. i dont even have words to describe the hate i felt for those people..it gets me sick. everyone watch the news youll see my school.
im still shooken up and i bet so is the rest of my school.
i need comforting
badly.
(the pics are blurry.. sorry.. i was in a rush)
here are some pictures from this morning:

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Were Rockin Out... [Sun, Oct 26, 2003 | 10:38pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

[ music | Saves The Day ]

Alright so its Sunday night and I just got done watching Bring It On.
If i was ever that peppy..
a)i'd ask to be shot
b)i dont even think id have to ask.
and c)I wouldnt know what to do with myself.
those dam cheerleaders have smiles painted on like theres no tomorrow.
dam homie.
anywayyss..So Today I went bak to my hometown
**MONTAUK**
i love it there.. i miss it there..
So we decided to take a mini Roadtrip.
I went to go visit my dad at his restauraunt with my sister,Jim,John, and Newy.
We ate and got HARRASSED by a pshycic
she told me i need anger managment?
hmm ok thanx ladyy
she needs fuckin help if anything :)
anyhowww.. i was in a crappy mood today.. wish i wasnt .. i woulda had alot more fun
the boys didnt end up surfing because the waves were crappy..
We rocked out To Willy Smith like the big dogs we are in the car..heh
Went Tottaly Gangsta today..let me tell you..
yeahh sykeeee
In the Car today heard loads of:Get Up Kids,New Amsterdams,YellowCard,Thrice,Coheed,TBS,Ataris.. and so forth..
good times.
Always nice to go back to montauk from time to time.
So Last nite sucked major ass.. it was homecoming and NOONE had a party.
yeah real cool guys.
way to pull through!
So Sam and Rose just came over..We sat down and made fun of eachother and ate.
Yeah were cool. I know.
Tomorrow im not going to school..i dont think anyone is.
A group of people from Kansas are coming to our school to Hold picket signs and chant shit about us because of everything that "went down" in our school so they think were all gay and the police are gonna be there and its a whole big thing..im just going to take pics and than im outttttttieee.
hehe.
maybe i shall get arresteed?
hmmm lets seeee.
anyways ill leave you kids with some pics from the weekend..

Much Hate and some Love :)
( Brace Yourselfs..Here Comes A load..This Weekend Pics )

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I wear my sunglasses at nightttt [Sat, Oct 25, 2003 | 1:21pm]

[ mood | curious ]

[ music | If the phone doesnt stop ringing its coming off the hook! ]

okkk last night ended up being rather fun,
ill tell ya.
i got way cool friends.
anyhow.. first off me and dana got dropped at Jons and met up with Bri,Mike,Tuzzo,and Jon and than we all walked to Knights Of Columbus to go see another Battle Of The Bands.
Saw alotttt of people there.. and the people i didnt know.. i made new friend..
Lots of cute boys.
Long Hair.
Ohh Climaxx..hehe
It was hot and humid in there.. maximum capacity was wayy off..
ROCK.
I scared many little boys last night but managed to talk them out of telling there mothers heheh..jkkkk guyss
or amm i..hehe
but from time to time we went in and out to drink in the back.
I was rockin my ballet slippers again+ My Johnny Noxville sunglasses
what nowww bitchess!!??
i must of heard this about a goood 38943209 times..
"UHH do you know its night time?"
and every time i simply replied in song.
"Well i Wear My sunglasses at night"..la la la la
After K.O.C. we boooogied on over to The Cup.
Love it there.. so nice and cozy...and the food.. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the food!:)
So than back to my house it was with some bitches n hoes.
good times..
Yeah So Im a bum..I just woke up.
Everyones at homecoming and im all alone in my house.
Kind of depressing
Kind of weird
But hey thats what you get for sleeping for every possible waking hour.
I think im gonna set off to check out homecoming anyway..
all the seniors are dressed up as super heros..
cant wait to snap some shots of that...
oh yeah and my sisters cat woman.. shes sportin those leather pants and top like it aint no thangggg..
illl put all my pics up from the weekend soon :)

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Loads of raw pics [Thu, Oct 23, 2003 | 8:46pm]

[ mood | cranky ]

[ music | The Washing machine ]

Alright everyone i finally dropped chorus..
I know have 6th and 7th off..which means
HARDCOREE SLEEEP
and yes im taking yoga in gym and wow.. relaxing like woah,and not its not gay
comeon now its yogaa mannnn.
Shows canceled now on saturday..:(
what a bummer. thats insane..in the worst way possibleee.
Wonder whats in store for the weekend besides massive amounts of boooos. :)
On sunday though im heading back to my hometownn "MONTAUK" with my sister and a few boys to bring them surfing and me and her are going to visit our daddy.
Excited..
His restauraunt= Massive amounts of food.
Massive.
Yanks are on. So ill leave ya with some pictures from last weekend.
Layter Days.

( Church Show Last weekend )

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Its been a bad day...Another bad day.. [Wed, Oct 22, 2003 | 10:13pm]

[ mood | content ]

[ music | SoCo ]

School sucked to the max today.
arg.
Found out my italian average is a 50
yeah dont ask.
I have to make up 2 classes for S.S.
He gave me a Effin DBQ to write.
BULLSHITT BUDDYYY
Dropping Chorus
before the syke teacher eats my sould or something.
had to sharpen a goood 8 and 1/2 billion pencils for extra credit for italian.
and was forced to go to "Italian Heritage Night" tonight at the school.
Hey, it wasnt thattt bad
Loads of food for 5 bucks.
italian food never the less.:) woohoo
I was uplifted grately though because spirit week is still here and the senior boys decided since todday was "dress alike day" they all dressed GAY.
wow.
can we say HILARIOUS
they are all very comfortable with there sexuality apparently.
or...lets hope soo..hehe :)
Our principle made them all change in the middle of the day though..
what a suckaaa.
oh yeah and to top it all off we had a "urgent assembly" this morning
it was about how this monday a group of people from kansas are coming to our school because they think everyone in our school should go to hell and they think we promote being gay .. ever since the "incident" so the police were just warning us if we do anything back to these people we will get arrested and so forth.. this shall be interesing ehh.
figures. it happens to my school
durr.
cant wait till saturday!! Airport hanger show with Glassjaw,FATA,Armor,Jamison&Parker,Straylight,Midtown,Tripside and Lastweek!
woohooo.
anyway here are some pics from todays "gays"..hehe
( SEX TO THE MAX )

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Noone like her [Tue, Oct 21, 2003 | 9:16pm]

Ok i know this is going to sound cheesy and all but i just wanted everyone to know that i love my sister Candace with all my heart.. she is by far the strongest person i know and shes helping me get through things as well as im helping her! I just read her away message that says--->
KissMeBFOREiGo:sometimes people who mean a lot can inspire you to be stronger....sometimes they are your sister.......other times you've got to do it for yourself.....
Can i love you soo much and i dont know where id be without you.. so i just thought id dedicate this little entry to you.

Me in the back and Can in the front .. very blurry.. taken from the comp. sorry

can on the left and me on the right.

goodnite.
love ya can can!

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Weve got spirit yes we do.Weve got spirit how bout you..sykeeee [Tue, Oct 21, 2003 | 4:42pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

[ music | stupid boys talking to much ]

School today.. Actually quite interesting.
Its Spirit Week.
im so excited.. yeah sykeeee
Everyones just so dam proud of good oL' Mepham.
so today was Formal Wear day.. (dont fuckin ask)
here are what some people wore..
or may i say the "spirited people"
( SPIRIT!!?? )

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BATTLE TIME BITCHESS N HOESS [Mon, Oct 20, 2003 | 10:38pm]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | Coheeed ]

So Battle Of The Band was tonight.
I found out a couple things.
1)My school fuckin rocks..so many people showed up to support TMC..rock on.
2)People have bad taste in music
3)Some people who work at the downtown are just plain mean.
4)That Speed Racer store in farmingdale kicks asss.
ok..so as you can see a shittt load of kids from MEPHAM (representin right herr lol)
showed up to support.. TMC did awesome.. The mic was low.. we couldnt do anything about that but bri still did awesome..
After the band after TMC me my sister and my cousin decided to go quickly to the speed racer store across the street.
ok a) we saw people walking in and out the whole mother effin night and of course when we leave we dont get allowed back in..
assholes
any-who.
We went to the Store made the most kick-ass purchase of a lifetime.
Me and Can got these rockin Johnny Noxville glasses for 2 fuckin bucks dude! ahh
and Can and Genna got these crazy ass neclaces for another 2 buck-a-roos
awesome..
Than we decided to steal the little yellow caution guy who holds the flags at the store.. we wrote TMC all over him and named him Madison.
We are so extremely gay i know i know.
So than Me and genna tryed getting in.Some lady kicked us out said we never payed in the first place.. hmm can we say biggest load of horse crap ever.. and than 2 huge body guards cam eup to us and were like yea we heard you got kicked out so stay away.
Alright so it was gang up on us day
Yes we were hated
Very much
Gezze.
im poooped.
p.s. it ended up tmc didnt win.came in second i think?.whatever.stupid mother effers.well get em back one day..cause tmc deserves it.its okay.. rock on boys
any way.. here are som rockin pics from tonight..
( HERES A TINY TASTE OF THE BATTLE!!!!!!!!!! )

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Its Picture timeeee!!! woohoooo [Sun, Oct 19, 2003 | 6:38pm]

[ mood | chipper ]

[ music | E11 playing in my head ]

Heres a little sumtin sumtin.
Just playing around with my camera

My sister is My Ginny Pig. <3 Love ya Can

and yes that is her nose.. i dont no why but i love that one.

Introducing Rich Gooch everyone..isnt he dreamy..

Me,Chelsea and Alix's booties.. well kinda

i found beauty in that.. dont ask.. i just did

The Boys Playing Hakey Sack (Marty and Chris)

more hardcore hackey with Rich,Chris,and Adam's just hanging in the back.

Madison Chase pics coming soon :)

i just found 5 friends in one of your lies

Yey or Ney? [Sun, Oct 19, 2003 | 6:08pm]

New Icon everyone.
I know its gangstaaaaa
It was a gangsta moment so it was a gangsta pose.
Thumbs up or Down?
Please tell.
Just got back from the mall with milfy.
got some cool bows and pearls.
rock.

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Humana Humana Humana... [Sun, Oct 19, 2003 | 12:06pm]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | The Rain ]

Hiya Fuckers. Sooo Last night suprisingly went well.
People just came here.
Got our drink on in the worst way..
Played Beer Pong
Might I add that me and Dana DOMINATED timmy n evan. :)
We rock.
Played Strip Pong.
hmmmm?
Me Chelsea and Dana got chased by a wild mob of horny boys.
love ya boys!
Yankees lost.. bummer
Franklin Square boys stopped by.
Always good to see there faces!!love them
Took some awesome pictures of Candace and Jimmy being all cudllily <--that is definatly not a word.
It was really cute.. ill have those up in this piece soon.
Newy stopped by.. Wouldnt let me drive his car. Beat me Up.
Gerrateeee
Its Raining alot.
Im in the mood to hear some lyrics that blow me away.
any how.
BATTLE OF THE BANDS TOMMOROW AT THE DOWNTOWN.
BE THERE OR BE A COMPLETE WASTE OF LIFE.
SUPPORT THE MADISON CHASEE.
.rock.

p.s.-anyone going to the glassjaw,straylight,armor&Jamison show in the airport?

Figured pictures out.. here they comeee

I HATE POP-UPS

much love.

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Step 1-Slit my Throat [Sat, Oct 18, 2003 | 12:52pm]

[ mood | content ]

[ music | Alk Trio ]

Last night was a decent night..despite the whole rain little scheme there.
First Me n Mellis went to the Madison Chase show at a church.
They did very good at that shindig.
Took Cool Pics..
Had a little tooooo much fun with that camera.
Bad lighting though so well see.
Can someone please help me and tell me how to get the pics up on this shizzle?
After TMC there was this one band who went on and people were all dancing and just hopping around.
Some kid kept staring over at us.
---Took Action---
Me and Jill party boyed the shit outta that kid..
poor kid is probably scared.
Anywho.
After that went to some girls so called "party"
Cops Came
Went back to my house with people.
Got beer.
Went to Tuzzo's.
Wow
Tuzzo was maybe one of the cutest babies ever.. i woulda raped him like theres no tomorrow. :)
Me and Mike played with playdoh for a good hmmm 5 hours
while Brian and Joe had there own game"s" of Beer pong.
Tuzzo has a hampster.
His name is hammy.
I think im in love with it.
Considering Tuzzo was about as drunk as one can beee he was harrasing the poor little fellar..
Today. Hittin up the Mall with alix like it aint no thanggg.
Monday everyone BOTB..go
support

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Man your own Battlestation [Thu, Oct 16, 2003 | 10:27pm]

[ mood | nervous ]

[ music | Coheed ]

Alright.
Day couldnt get worse.
Besides the fact of getting a refferal yesterday now i supposivily "threatned" a freshman..
BULL SHITTTT
so now i dont even no what there looking at dooing to me..
real fuckin excited.
Anyhow.
People came over tonight for the game..some are still here..
this game is fuckin
INTENSE
AHH FUCK MY ASS
comeon yanks.
otherwise ive come to the conclusion im tired of being alone.
i need someone.
and quick!!

New coheed cd. i feel is absoutly amazing.
wow. purchase that
no joke

T.M.C. show tomorrow at the churuch.Go.Support.
BATTLE OF THE BANDS on Monday
GO FOR TMC.
well worth it..

much love nukkas.

i just found 5 friends in one of your lies

CLIMAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [Wed, Oct 15, 2003 | 8:11pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

[ music | REUNION SHOW ]

Ok lets start it off like this
Hello my name is danielle
and i and i am mildly retarded.
either that or I was definatly kicked in the head by a horse or some kind of big oaf of an animal as a child.
My point is I had to go to mother fuckin cock slurping<--(newy hah)
HOMEWORK HELP.
im forced to go..they call home if you dont go.
which made me miss the thursday show..
yess suicide was the thought of the day.
Anyway instead of being at thursday i was busy getting a refferal from my chorus substitute.
He Grabbed my fingers
twisted my wrist
I yelled back
I GET THE REFFERAL.cool.reallllllll coool.
great day.
Anyhow.. On a better note... my pictures will be up no time.
lots of the madison chase.
yes that is The Madison Chase.
Cute boys in tight jeans and playing instruments...
(ohh how dreammmmmyyy) haha just jjokingg guys
but they truely are.
Very talented boys...And yes there my friends..

haha just jokinggg.
check um out..www.themadisonchase.moonfruit.com
Oh great Jimmy Climax Carlin is here.(sisters boyfriend)
greatt... time to fight him..
just watched the E11 dvd for the billionith and a half time.
i would like to state
i love Jeff..funny hott mofo..extremely talented
Ace=God
no words for you Ace.
Joe=Nice guy.."great with his hands"
Serg="Great stage presense"Farts consistantly.
I LOVE THEM ALL
CLIMAX FROM E11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woooohooooooooooo
ill show them a climax
grrrr baby veryyyy grrr

and yes Climax is my favorite word.. i love it.. i hope you do too.
Climax
Climax
Climax.
thank you newy for d-virginating that word to me
if that made any sense at all.
NEWY IS A CLIMAX AND A HALFF
CLIMAX YOUR MOTHER!!

danielle

i just found 4 friends in one of your lies

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